Monday, 16 March 2009
The only thing.
Why has this happened? I'm a writer, first and foremost through everything I've ever done, I've always felt that I'm a writer. And now I can't write. I can't read. Nothing. I look at words and I can't concentrate, I forget words as soon as I've read them. What's happening to me? Why am I losing all I've ever loved? Why did what he did to me have to hurt this? Damage this? The one thing I've always had, that I wanted to do forever, and now I can't do it. Maybe it is temporary, but I'm just so scared. I'm weak. I don't know how I'm supposed to get this back. This is my life, and I'm losing it.